Something new has just begun, and something (not so) old is about to end. In the midst of it all, I feel a bit of a mix-bag. But of course, these are phases in life that I must go through whether I am ready or not.
I miss a lot of things from the past, and I’m missing a lot of people right now: my friends afield and my friends whom I haven’t seen for a while now. During these times when I feel the longing for someone, memories of the past resurfaces from deep within: times when I can be completely happy with just fries and ice creams; non-stop videoke madness; a small chat in a coffee house with only one of us ordering a drink and all of us taking a sip in it; times when we don’t have money where every single peso counts, and we’re completely happy about it… thinking about all these, takes me to the verge of tears. *sniff* But I’m not lonely; this is just the nightly call of the heart for its other parts away from it.
Anyway, moving on to the next something-something, when you’re absent from a gathering, you get to be the topic and it’s a completely normal phenomenon. I experience it all the time and we do it all the time, haha! Be it a good thing or the opposite, you should not let it get to you. And be it a good thing or a bad thing, I’m absolutely flattered that people do take their sweet time to talk about me. *blush* Hehe. It all depends on how you take it, and not thinking about it is the best way to deal with it. :)
“To be positive with every challenge that I face, to be stronger with every obstacle that I overcome,” that is my philosophy.
Every day for me is a learning day. Be it jammed with responsibilities or just a day to relax. Because every day, I get to experience new things, or meet new people, or arrive into conclusions and realizations, which makes me gain new knowledge; something out of anything, and I’m completely thankful for it. Life is a blessing no matter how hard it is.
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