a fresh new start :)

First and foremost, a very Happy New Year to everyone ! Few days ago, me and my friend were texting and kinda landed on the topic of New Year’s resolution… I know it’s cliché and lasts only for a few weeks and yeah we can do our resolution anytime of the year we want… but since it’s new year, guess I’ll just use it as an excuse to re-arrange my life today, re-evaluate my priorities, and set-up new goals and drive for me… to a better life… coz to tell you all honestly, my life has been a piece of crap lately… it’s like it’s been jumbled so badly there seems to be no direction at all… it makes me sick how things in my life gets all mixed up going nowhere… so for my New Year’s Resolution slash New Goals and Directions in Life, my list goes:

1. TAKE RISKS, STAY POSITIVE – it has done enormous changes and difference in my life and I intend to keep it that way… staying positive affects me over-all as a person. It made a huge blow in my life. I mean saying ‘Yes, I can do it’ instead of a ‘no’ makes a lot of difference. Life is a gamble. Every decision we make has a lot of consequences, it’s either we win or we lose, but in the end, it’s what we learn that’s what’s important. No matter what the outcome of our actions may be, we have to stand by it, and be positive. We can’t be a coward for the rest of our lives thinking that the risks we take may end up badly… letting go of something that may be so much wonderful but we will never know for we chose to just let it go away. Looking positively at both sides of the coin may change our life in a way we never thought it could be.

2. LIVE BY THE GOLDEN RULE – “Do not do unto others what you do not want others do unto you.” As simple as that.

3. LIVE MY LIFE OUTSIDE THE SHADOWS OF ANYBODY – If I do something, I do it for myself and not for anybody else. I do it because I’m happy doing it not because it’s what other people is telling me to do, or because it is what’s right. I have to stop living my life for other people’s dreams. I admit, before being an architecture student was not my dream… I intend to pursue it because I want to do it. Because I want to make a difference in my own life by pursuing this career. To give my parents a better life not because it’s what they want, but because it’s I want to do. Because making them happy is the greatest happiness I can achieve. But sad to say. I can't, that's why i decided to left archi and Go for HRM. But i promise ! This time, "Magsusunog ako ng kilay" :)

4. EXTEND MY HELP TO ANYBODY WHO NEEDS IT – I have always wanted to be wonder woman, to help people in times of need. But I’m nothing close to her … not even in a million years. So what help can I give ? Financial ? Impossible ! I’m in need of it, ha-ha ! But I’m good in giving advices. Although I can’t always use my advice on myself (damn, why is it so hard ?), some people find my advices amazing when it comes to love and living life. It’s because I have taken it from my own experiences which makes it an effective one.

5. LET GO OF THE PAST – I have always been trapped by my memories of the past. And I learned that I can never go on forward unless I let go of anything in the past that holds me back. I know I have already let go of some, but there are just many other things that happened which I just can’t let go of that easily. But I’m trying, I really am.

6. IMPROVE MYSELF, KEEP ON LEARNING – I can say I’m a better person now than I am yesterday. It’s because I keep on learning things and I am determined to keep it as it is. I wanna learn how to play the guitar, or the piano. I wanna learn new languages such as Spanish, French, and Italian. Work better on my English. Everyday, I find grammatical errors on my blog-entries it makes me really embarrassed ! I wanna learn so much more. I want to improve myself and be a better person. And to do that, I have to compete with no other but myself. To me better than what I am before.

7. TAKE CRITICISMS CONSTRUCTIVELY; IGNORE RIDICULES AND MOCKS AS IF THEY DON’T EXIST – Well, I easily get annoyed with people who criticize me or my course. Like when someone says something about me that I just don’t like, I easily get pissed such as “your hair sucks” or “you look like a frying pan today” and things like that ! Aaargghhh they just get into my nerves … I dunno why. But what I can do is take those criticisms constructively and in the end benefit from them. See for myself what needs improvement, and work on it for the better. I know, some people can’t help but to point their fingers at other people and notice somebody else’s shortcomings but I’ll just have to keep in mind that no matter what other people say, they can never put me down. I’m a wonderful person and even if no one else agrees, God does and it’s more than enough with me.

8. ACCEPT MY MISTAKES AND LEARN FROM THEM – I’m a very, very stubborn person. There are some instances that I rationalize my mistakes instead of accepting it and trying to find a way to work better on it. I make mistakes and I have to acknowledge it no matter how bad it hurts me. I just have to learn from it.

9. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST – I have always been grumpy. Most of the time, I tend to just sleep my day through expecting a better day tomorrow. But that is one, huge mistake. There are so much more to do. I have wasted so much time by doing silly things that doesn’t really matter. I can’t fulfill my dreams and ambitions if I don’t act now. Life can end anytime that’s why I want to live life to the fullest. To be happy, and smile, and extend an arm to those people in need, to share the blessings that I have, the love that I receive, the happiness that overflows me at times… in a bat of an eye, life can end. We only have one life, and that’s what I’m trying to keep in mind.

10. GIVE AS MUCH LOVE AS I CAN – What more can I say ? Being loved is one of the greatest feelings you can have no matter how small or big you get. Even if I don’t get as much as I give, I am happy to offer love as much as I can, knowing that someone else is happy with what I can proffer. That alone makes me so much delighted.

Haha, well, that’s it. To sum it all, my wish for myself this New Year is to be a better person. Those changes above don’t just happen overnight. It takes time to do most of them, but I’m willing to change, and I’m starting today. Well, it may not win me the “Best Person in The World” Award, but it can make the world a little more suitable place to live in (one less evil person in the world, haha !) with me being the little goody-good girl that I can be. Hahaha ! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ! GOD BLESS US ALL ! :0)

For the Record: This is something people won't expect from me, but what I do expect from myself.

Last day of 2010 ..

Just because the road ahead is long, is no reason to slow down. Just because there is much work to be done, is no reason to get discouraged. It is a reason to get started, to grow, to find new ways, to reach within yourself and discover strength, commitment, determination, discipline. The road ahead is long, and difficult, and filled with opportunity at every turn. Start what needs starting. Finish what needs finishing. Get on the road. Stay on the road. Get on with the work. Right now you're at the beginning of the journey. What a great place to be! Just imagine all the things you'll learn, all the people you'll meet, all the experiences you'll have. Be thankful that the road is long and challenging, because that is where you'll find the best that life has to offer.

GOODBYE 2010.
WELCOME 2011.
oh. please be good to me :D

PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT :)

12||28 at E.K with COUSINS :)

Practicing to use my new lovely Cam :))

KEEP ON SHOOTING ANNE !

i know i can ! :) ADJA !

Best Christmas Gift.

I WANT TO THANK MY SANTA FOR GIVING ME THE BEST CHRISTMAS GIFT EVEEER ! I LOVE YOU SANTA ! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MACKY !!

Heyya Sisterette, 12MN na !!! It's your birthday ! Parteeh na ! :D haha. Happy birthday boss. More blessings and birthdays to come !! Cliques and Hunks are always here for you, no matter what ! :) Sana sana, lahat ng plano ng tropa matuloy. Diba !? :D Ayan, Enjoy urr day ! :) It's for you ! Bawal ma badtrip haha. papanget ka lalo. Joke ! hari naway makatapos tayo ng pag aaral sa lalong madaling panahon. :D we ♥ yaaaa !!!!!! ;)

She's so cute ! Love you my new inaanak. :))

SOPHIA'S CHRISTENING !

12||19||10

Kristong hari Parish-Church

what happened ?

What ever happened, Happened.

Let's accept the fact that we didn't enjoy the day as what we expect for our trip to tagaytay.

I expected too much. :(

I hope what happened yesterday is only for yesterday. Ayokong maulit kung anu man yung mga nangyari kahapon .. Nakakalungkot isipin, na yung

UTIMATE BONDING EXPERIENCE

"SANA" ng Cliques and Hunks eh napurnada.

Yes, Cliques enjoy the day naman kahit papano. I made their day extra funneh and unforgettable. Haha. Ikaw ba naman ang madulas sa harapan nila ng 2 beses at makita ng ibang taong nagdadaanan. Haha :D Shet. Ayokong maalala yun.

SUPER NAKAKAHIYA ! >.< ANG POISE ATE NAWALA !!!! haha.

Anyway, Thanks parin Guys kasi kahit papano, natuloy tayo at Kumpleto tayong 11 :) But sad to say. Ang Goal naten is to have a group picture kasi nga kumpleto tayo. Eh anong nangyari ? Haha. Bukod Bukod parin kasi ,ang Hunks busy sa ibang tao.. :|

Macky, sana na apprectiate mo yung ginawa namin for your advance birthday celebration, hindi na kami nakabili ng cake for you kasi Cramming tayo. haha :)) Saka kasama ka kasi namin, yung balloons na dapat magdadala kami eh napurnada din. haha. bawi next time.

Jen, I love you ! No matter what. Masaya kami pag kasama ka namin, kaya wag kang mag isip ng kung ano ano, dahil love ka ng cliques and hunks. mm. I know nagagalit ka na talaga samin, we may hurt you sometimes but we love you ! and i know the feeling na laging tintrip, sorry for that jen, Masaya lang talaga kmi pag inaasar ka namin. Please lang, Big Girl ka na, Alam mo kung ano yung tama at mali. Diba ? Hindi naman kelangan namin sabihin sayo na ganito ganyan ang gawin mo. May utak ka ! Haha. gamitin mo yan sa tama. Okay !? It's for your own sake.

Alvin, Thanks sa gift. haha. kaasar ka ! nagalit ka pa samin. haha. Di ka man lang nag attempt na kausapin kami sa sm. Hahaha ! Pero Forgive and Forget na lang. Tropa eh ! :)

Sainyo Guys, ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :) ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS. HOHOHO.

Seeyou SOON ! Seeyou sa 2011, Looking forward sa lahat ng magandang mangyayari next year with you.. :)

CHEERS !!!!!

Grouuuuuuuuuuup Hug !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Almost 2 weeks tayong di mkakapunta sa imagine. :( tss. hahaahah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iloveyousomuchguys, urr the best ! were the best !

I so LOVE this SHOT :)

Inggit much with macky, i hope to have one before year 2010 ends.

12/17/10

i thought we will have a good,unforgettable,funny bonding before the year ends. tss .. but sad to say, im wrong.

Archi Life, Nakaka-miss ka talaga !

Sleepless nights because of doing some stuffs like this.

It's kinda hard, but i enjoyed doing it.

AND YES ! I miss being ARCHITECTURE STUDENT.

As in ! I mean it.

I just missed being an ARCHITECTURE STUDENT.

I miss sketching and drawing and painting ...

Excited much for tomoro !

See you Cliques and Hunks with Boa and Kristine .. :))

Loveyoumuch Guys. !!

12.17.10

It’s hard to run from a feeling that haunts you every now and then.

It’s painful to tell your that you don’t need it.

You keep on pretending that you are better to be alone when in fact you feel so empty.

But why take chances if you see no hope ?

Why try if there’s nothing to win for ?

Sometimes, it pays to wait. Never hurry.

Let infatuation die a natural death and give birth to true love when it’s time.

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS :))

NIKON D90 :) *i really want to have you soon. please.

I forgive,

but i DON`T forget.

awww.. :'(

At the end of the day, when everybody else had left, i would still be the man you'd ran to.

-Dad

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LIFE.

A four-letter word that can mean nothing, or everything.

L I F E ..


To me, it means love, giving, hoping, dreaming, living, forgiving, crying, laughing, hurting, healing && believing.

Like I said, It can mean nothing, Or everything but nothing. I have met many people in my life. Some good, some bad. Some crazy. Some who make you go' What ??? But it's true. It takes all types to make the world. some gave me so much love. Others came into my life for awhile, made me very happy, or very sad, and then left. Some gave me valuable lessons. Some people just knew me for a minute or so, and then left my life without any trace.

One thing I learned from all of this, was that no one is ever alone. Well, not on purpose. Unless you choose to be left alone.

Sometimes, love can fill your darkest moments. Other times, friends can make you smile, when you want to cry.

I BELIEVE IN LOVE.
&&
I ALSO BELIEVE IN FRIENDSHIP.


Yes, love can hurt. But only love can heal. I have loved more than once. But have also been loved more than once. There is no such thing as 'Love happens only once'. It happens as long as you have love in your own heart, and let love come into your heart.

We have all seen happy days. And also many sad days. The key is to live && to love.


Anger is a bad thing. Very bad thing. It can make you say horrible things. Things which you regret later on in life. It can hurt. And the worst thing is, you can never take your words back.

Forgiving someone is not so easy, specially after being told something really hurtful. But it's all a matter of choice. We can either choose to forgive and move on, or let the hurt consume us and be bitter for the rest of our lives.

Without love, there can be no life.
Without life, there's nothing.


We were all born into this world as pure, beautiful souls. But when our life here on earth is done, how many of us, will actually be proud looking back at what we have done ? Or not done ?

Is there any phonecall you should have made a long time ago, but did not make it ?

Is there any person who you would like to meet, but always avoided doing so, for some excuse or the other ?

Is there someone you would like to forgive, but could never do so, because of your stubborness or ego ?

Is there a moment you would go back and change that you know would make yourself happy and those around you too ?

Is there any decision you regret ?
No one's life is perfect. There is no such thing.


Life is as you make it:

You can make things happen.
Or let things happen.
You can choose your friends.
Or they choose you.
Sometimes you get to choose the one you love.
Other times, love chooses you.


Life is like a game. If played in the right spirit, even though you may lose a few matches, you still come out a winner.

If played foolishly, no matter how many times you win matches, you will never get the gold medal.

Failure is a part of life. If accepted with a true heart, it can lead you to the highest mountains. If you only believe you can still win.

Patience can be a powerful weapon. Some people hate to wait or to be kept waiting.
But as they say' It's worth the wait'.
How many of us have actually heard another person's heart aches, without interrupting him/her ?
How many of us have given unnecessary advice,when all the other person wanted was someone to listen to them, or give them a hug ?

Its so easy to be with people who are happy.
The test comes when you have to be with someone who is upset or angry or hurt.
We all know what things make each of us happy.

But do we all know how to make others happy?

We get so involved in making a living.... in 'doing what's best for the family'.... in work.... that we forget that 4-letter word ....

LIFE.

For me, love and life go together.The more you love, the more you live.Little things in life matter.
Like a friend remembering your birthday.Or giving some money to the poor.
But it's so often that we overlook these little things. The more we have, the more we want.

That is when the problems start. We are never satisfied with having enough. But in the end, we get what we need, not what we want.


For me, the most important gifts we can ever receive are the gifts of love and friendship. Without either, this life is meaningless.I have been fortunate enough to be blessed with both.



When we need to feel another soul in ours, that's when we need love.

When we need to rest on someone's shoulder, that's when we need friendship.

writing a blog is my passion :)

DEAR,

Dear Present, I miss you. I want you back into my life. I miss the fun time we had. I miss the laugh. I miss being with you. I am always thinking about you. I made a mistake. I shouldn't have done what I did to you. You didnt deserve that. I had time to reflect and evaluate myself and I realize how wrong I was. I want you back. I want us to be together. You are special to me. I love you and I need you here with me. Dont give up on me. Please take me back. I hope to hear from you soon.

Sincerely,

Past

Dear Past, You have hurt me in so many ways. You have cause me to lose sleep. You betray me. You cause me so much pain after all I have done for you. You want me back? I don't think so. I am not going back. I cant go back to the abuse. I cant go back to the misery. I cant go back to the loneliness. I am tired. You don't love me. You hate me. You don't do what you did to a person that you love. I am not going back with you. I am moving on. I refuse to go back with you. I don't need you. I will have better than you. I don't have to cry anymore. I don't have to worry anymore. I am free from you. Free from all the wrong things you have done. Move on with your life. I am moving on with mine and I am going to enjoy my life without you.

Sincerely,

Present

Dear Future, I am ready for you. I am ready to embrace you. To hold you and to go away with you. I know you have been waiting for me. Waiting for me to come to my senses. I am here. I am ready now. I want to be with you forever. I am sorry for looking back. I am sorry for going back. Please take me. Take me wherever you want me to go. I want to enjoy you. I have my bag pack. I am ready to move on with my life. I am leaving my past behind. I am leaving the hurt, pain, the tears. I know with you, I will be much better than my past. I await for your arrival.

Sincerely,

Present

Dear Present, I am coming for you. It gives me great joy that you finally decided to be with me. I have been waiting for this day to come. It is finally here. I would love for you to be with me. I am so happy. You should see the joy on my face. I know you will be happy with me. I am glad you decided to move away from your past. It hurts me to know what was done to you. I promise to take care of you. I promise to give you a happy life. I am coming for you. Wait for me, pack your bag because I am on my way.

Sincerely,

Future

The HUNKS :) Laughtrip. haha. Sorry guys ! :) Mamimiss ko lang talaga kayo. haha ! Hunks na Hunks ! :))))))))))))

Every time I see pictures of Leighton, I curse my life since I wasn`t born as hot as her. GOD, SHE`S THE HOTTEST.

I want my room to be like this :)

"Sometimes life gives you the test before you've had time to learn the lesson."

YUM !!

Yum! Although I already have tasty, tangy, yummy lips…
hehehe

I miss you Bradz ! :(

Life is so short that we need someone to share our thoughts and feelings. Definitely, a thought would arise in our mind asking who it could be whom we can trust so closely. Answer might be who someone closes to you, but who? Parents, brother, sister ….. ! Apparently, it hardly comes to anyone’s mind a “true friend”.

we wouldn’t know how the friendship is going to be ? From my point of view friends are those who help you in every step of life.

I red a phrase wrote by John Haren in a book titled

" TRUE FRIENDSHIP "

" When you are in delight happiness you will find everyone near to you, willing

to do anything, but if you are suffering, you will find some of them who are willing to be with you, those are friends that you are looking for ”.

I totally agree with his phrase, because everyone will

be there when you are happy but you hardly find anyone in the moment you are suffering. Those are the friends we really need in our life.

I SUPER MISS YOU GUYS ! :((

Hopes to have a Bonding with you before the year ends. :(

My Girl Turns 18 :)

MY 18th BIRTHDAY.

"As I take my stand and get ready to soar the vast sky, it would please me to have you by my side….”

It's my 18th birthday and this day is going to be very special for me as i am standing on the threshold of adulthood. Its the time to look on my past memories and think about the days ahead. Its also the time that calls for some great party and fun. And last its the time of my life when i feel i have crossed a milestone of my life and im on the verge of new beginning. i thank god for his uncoditional love for me,my family for their love and support despite my imperfection and my friends who have always been there for me thru ups and downs.. please join me as i enter the next step toward adulthood ..

THANK YOU GUYS !

it's hard to say goodbye.

i wrote this last March 22,2010 for my Archimates :)

mahaba ang blog na ito..
kung tinatamad ka, wag mo na itong basahin.
puro kaemohan kasi eh ..
pasensya na kung medyo coñotic ang blog na ito.
coño kasi ako. [aminado naman ako. haha.]



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as the year ends, another bond will break.

we laughed together under the same blue sky.
we cried and fought together to those unbeatable battles.
we sang and danced together, despite the fact that we have our own melody and rhythm.

someone's always saying goodbye..
i believe it hurts when we cry..
don't we know parting's never so easy..

and with all the aching inside..
i believe some hearts won't survive..
trying hard to pretend that we're gonna be fine..

after two years, this will be the ending of our story.


[all people come and go, and we just have to learn how to let go of them ..]


-WE ARE A FAMILY...

"we are a family, like a giant tree, thrusting out towards the sky.."
"we are a family, and we're so much more, than just you and I..."

-FRIENDS FOREVER...

though it is an abused line, one thing's for sure.
WE WILL ALWAYS BE, THROUGH INFINITY AND BEYOND.


/** count on me through thick and thin,
* a friendship that will never end.
* when you are weak I will be strong,
* helping you to carry on.
* call on me and I will be there,
* don't be afraid.
* please believe me when i say.
* count on me..
**/


i will surely miss you guys, from the bottom of my heart.

our friendship and closeness are our safest zones ..

but now, i have to go away from that safest zones ..

-- beginnings and endings do not meet at one point. they are separated by joys and sorrows, by victories and defeats, by happiness and pain ..

-- sadyang pagdaraanan ang katapusang hindi maiiwasan .. ng mga aalis at iiwan, ng mga mananatili at lilisan.

-- and as life's mysterious twists and turns unfold, we are faced with unending questions with seemingly elusive answers.

♥the painful truth of letting go.
♥hoping against hope.
♥loving against love.
♥to win back what we may stand to lose.


memories will always be in my heart. IN OUR HEARTS mga BRADZ && PEERX ..

i will never forget the days we laughed together over those silly and stupid things ..

i will never erase the memories of crying and frowning, for those memories always made us stronger than what we think we could be ..

i will forever seize the moment we are together, struggling but fighting over those fuzzy academic stuffs.

i will always remember the times we talked over and over about our love lifes, our ultimate crushes. ( diba karen,yhel && ijhan ? )

i will cherish the moments we teased each other, and how we comfort each other, and how we make each other laugh .. :))


and i will never let the memories go. the moment that we have known each other ..


to tell the truth, you guys helped me to grow and mature more ..
you were my standing pillars, through the days i was hardly coping ..

two years easily passed by.. :(

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|| through the years, when everything went wrong..
|| together we were strong..
|| i know that i belong right here with you..
|| through the years, i never had a doubt..
|| we've always work things out..
|| i've learned what's life about..
|| by loving you..
|| through the years..



P.S. kung tinapos mong basahin ang blog na ito, for sure, gumugulong ka na sa katatawa dahil sa sobrang kaemohan ko.. :) sorry naman daw..


:: 'cause time may pass, but longer than it'll last, i'll be by your side.. ::


GOODLUCK SA CAREER MGA PARE.
ANDITOO LANG AKO ^^.




~ anne♥you